A woman wakes up alone on a boat floating off the shore of Canada. She can't remember anything, not even her own name. She has ID for an identity she doesn't recognize. Her only clue is this note:
There are pills in the drawer for the headaches.
You want answers, but this has been done to keep you from them.
This is the only way out alive.
Start over.
Don't make yourself known.
Don't look back.
The woman, who ends up calling herself Ess, takes the warning seriously but can't resist trying to figure out who she is, what happened to her, and why.
It's 2037 and climate change has made things even worse than now, without any governments willing to do much about it. Climate refugees are turned away or put in camps, and there's a hunt on for lone amnesiacs found floating in boats, who are suspected of being climate refugees and jailed. So Ess has another reason to keep her amnesia hidden. But she can't resist trying to connect with other human beings; when she's alone, she feels her lack of identity even more acutely.
This is a low-key ambitious book which has the form of a thriller but the pacing and mood of literary fiction. It held my interest and pulls off some technically difficult elements, but I ultimately found it more admirable than enjoyable. For me it had a feeling of distance that prevented me from getting very emotionally engaged or thrilled. But that's very subjective. It got very good reviews.
Spoilers for what was up with the amnesia. ( Read more... )
Author's impressive bio: She holds degrees in aerospace engineering and urban design and currently works as a municipal sustainability specialist in Vancouver, BC focused on climate policy.


There are pills in the drawer for the headaches.
You want answers, but this has been done to keep you from them.
This is the only way out alive.
Start over.
Don't make yourself known.
Don't look back.
The woman, who ends up calling herself Ess, takes the warning seriously but can't resist trying to figure out who she is, what happened to her, and why.
It's 2037 and climate change has made things even worse than now, without any governments willing to do much about it. Climate refugees are turned away or put in camps, and there's a hunt on for lone amnesiacs found floating in boats, who are suspected of being climate refugees and jailed. So Ess has another reason to keep her amnesia hidden. But she can't resist trying to connect with other human beings; when she's alone, she feels her lack of identity even more acutely.
This is a low-key ambitious book which has the form of a thriller but the pacing and mood of literary fiction. It held my interest and pulls off some technically difficult elements, but I ultimately found it more admirable than enjoyable. For me it had a feeling of distance that prevented me from getting very emotionally engaged or thrilled. But that's very subjective. It got very good reviews.
Spoilers for what was up with the amnesia. ( Read more... )
Author's impressive bio: She holds degrees in aerospace engineering and urban design and currently works as a municipal sustainability specialist in Vancouver, BC focused on climate policy.