I am still taking pleas for help here, if anyone's still interested. That link is also the place to add comments or follow-up questions; comments to this post will not be screened, in case fellow readers want to chime in with further advice or sympathy.
( I'm faced with another long series of empty hours doing fucking nothing, because I feel guilty and/or emo. )
( I'm faced with another long series of empty hours doing fucking nothing, because I feel guilty and/or emo. )